I hesitantly point straight up to the ceiling with a "wtf?" look on my face.
La Fonda: No, you idiot! I know where THAT moon is! I was talking about the bar!
There's nothing like a little humor to start a blog post.
I had a quasi-meltdown last night. It was like BAM! everything I have to do this semester (aka the world) settled itself squarely on my shoulders and I stumbled. I don't like stumbling or faltering or anything of that sort. I'm a composed, driven person who knows what she wants and how to get it...
Except some things just seem so far out of my reach and out of my control. Feeling out of control is horrible.
Last night I had the same dream I've had about 4 or 5 times in the past couple of months. I went to this dream interpreter to try and decipher the code my noggin is giving me. Here's the short version: I'm apparently fucked up in the head. The weirdest part about it is that the symbols supposedly mean a lot of stuff that's completely relevant to my life right now. It's kind of like when you read a horoscope that just so happens to coincide with how you're feeling about life at that point in time. AND today when I was at yoga, the instructor read this little passage thing at the end of the class and I felt like she had picked it specifically for me. It was eerie.
So, now I take a breath and another step forward...
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